State ran and social media

They have programmed us to the point where we don't realize certain things, and focus on crap that isn't news. We have been geared for hard hitting exciting news, when there is plenty to see that is disturbing, but no one cares or wants to know. It is very sad and depressing. The most recent development would be the gay marriage debate, while secretly, without much media attention, and any that was, was squelched, the genetically modified crops that were promised not to be put into production. This is a perfect example of censorship. The definition of censorship has been muddled these days in my opinion. We do not see these things either because we cannot understand them, or we do not want to understand them. Then our leaders are using that to their advantage. We have to open our eyes.

Lullaby

Lullaby

Just lie down your head
Calm your mind and start to dream
You are safe in your bed
Nothing will bring you harm
You'll never leave my arms
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Dream your dreams
Fly to the stars and through the sky
Catch a star and hold it tight
In your heart is my light

Don't dare to wake
Live your wildest dream
When the sun will rise
So will you
Bring me smiles but for now
For you're the light of my life
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Dream your dreams
Fly to the stars and through the sky
Catch a star and hold it tight
In your heart is my light

Meeting that hopeful Prospect only to blow it.

So, I ran into this problem, what do I have in my life, that is worthy to talk about with another person that I randomly meet, say a girl for instance? I was in Half-Priced Books, and I bumped into a beautiful red head girl in the gardening section; I wanted to see if I could find anything on growing food. Well, we both giggled said we're sorry, and moved on. So later I run into her again in the fiction section and decided to talk bit. Well, I got a bit of something out of her as far as her book, but then I walked off, and came back like a retarded little boy talking about music, and then fantasy books, and then I left feeling embarrassed. Well, I came to the conclusion that I don't have much to talk about. "Hey, wanna hear me blab about musical theory? How about my Warhammer 40k collection, or my Halo collection, or my Star Wars collection, or my Battletech collection? I also have a bunch of books about Halo, or Warhammer, or of the such. Interested?" Not so much. I don't have much to share with a person right off the bat. I am also a horrible conversationalist when it comes to breaking the ice outside of my realm. I should make up cue cards of topic starters, breakers, and avoiders all together for each conversation. Something that I could review before each encounter, and also take notes on. Maybe some ideas of funny things to make them laugh, I don't know.

All I do know, is I technically hate people. Especially stupid people, and ignorant people. Unless there is something we click about, or we're forced to spend time together, you're probably not going to get to know me.