what if i was there?

what if....
what if i was there,
what if i was there when it happened
what if i was there when the shit happened
what if i was there when all the happiness was yours
would it be different
would you be different
would your life have changed
would i be with you right now

i try to be there for everyone, i wish i could be everywhere. i wish i could experience all that you have seen. i wish i could have shared your thoughts and feelings, as with mine also. it burdens me to have chose what i do, but it is for you. when i come back, please share with me something.